Here’s Today’s Devotional from The Vine…
It happened, while he was in one of the cities, behold, there was a man full of leprosy. When he saw Jesus, he fell on his face, and begged him, saying, “Lord, if you want to, you can make me clean.” – Luke 5:12
This prayer shows a beautiful faith. The leper had no doubt whatever of Christ‘s ability to heal him. The only question in his mind was whether he would be willing to do it. There might be some reason why the Lord would not wish to answer his request. It would be an unutterable blessing to have this loathsome, terrible leprosy taken away. Jesus could do it if he would, and he would do it if it were best that it should be removed. So we find in his brief prayer acquiescence as well as humility.
This was a prayer, not for spiritual, but for physical blessing, and in such things we never can know what really is best for us. A mother may bend over a dying child and plead with affectionate yearning for its life. God will never blame her for the agonizing persistence of her plea, yet she dare not pray wilfully. She must end her most intense pleading with the submissive refrain, caught from Gethsemane, “Nevertheless, not my will, but thine be done.” It may not be the best blessing to her or to her home to have her child spared.
Or a man may be threatened with loss of property. He turns to Christ for help. “If thou wilt, thou canst save me from this sore loss.” Yes, he can, there is no doubt about that. But will he ?
He will if it is best, for he never chastens but for his people’s good. But will it be a blessing to have this calamity averted ? The man cannot tell. Perhaps it may be necessary for him to suffer this misfortune in his temporal estate, that he may not lose his inheritance in heaven.
Paul’s “thorn in the flesh” is an illustration. He wanted it removed; but no, it was necessary to keep him from spiritual pride, from being exalted above measure. Prayer should be submissive as well as earnest. We do not know what we should pray for, nor if what we desire would really bless us.